Senorita Salz has now Unofficially Graduated! =D

Hi friends, seen the title above? Yeah, finally…I am soo thankful to God that finally this time has come. Alhamdulillah… I’m done with my studies to get my first degree…Happy nyerrr… =D

Now, I’m moving on to the next stage of my life. WORKING. Did you read my post “Senorita is now a Senior”? I did mention in that post that one of the things I was worrying about graduating was – not getting a job or job that I want. Thank God..the anxiety has faded away as things were going as how I planned. Alhamdulillah…I got a job already. The job that I wanted and I got it even before I sit for my final exam. Thank God Thank God..

Last couple of days, the final exams result was released. Syukur I passed all the subjects and this has qualified me to be entitled as “Unofficially Graduated”. Yeah, it is not official yet bcoz I haven’t done the clearance and plus blom convo lg (ckp psl convo x sbr la plaks! =p).

Yesterday, I went to KL to meet my friends in UIA. They all are now doing their Practical Training for 3 months since the mid of April. I’ve done mine last year. Oh yea.. I didn’t update this blog last year so I didn’t tell you about it..Ouh what a shame..There were so many things to talk about Practical Training experience but because of my laziness, I missed to post about it. Fine, cite da lapok pon.

After checking the result and found out that I passed all subjects, I was so excited and trs decide nak gi KL jmp my friends. Yelaa..ddk umah for 3 weeks boring gilerrrrrr….And thinking that I’ll start working next week and didn’t know when else the time to go and lepak with them, baik I grab the opportunity. So I went out from home at 800 am on the 29th of April and returned at 800pm the next day. Nak kuar lame2 nnt mama mrh.. =(. It was so like mcm “Lari dr rumah” jek hikhik. Disebabkan my friends sume tgh practical, we only met in the evening after everybody took-off. We went for dinner at Jusco Setiawangsa AU2, mkn at Noodle Station (tak sedap!). Then kiteorg pegi smbg lepak kt Malis because I wanna pekena the Charkoteow!! Throughout my years in UIA, this was the place we love to hang out and chitchat and gossip. It’s just a simple cikai stall at Jln Malinja but we loveee it and I’m gonna missssss it! After that kteorg blk UIA and I squatted in my room (former room). Sempat lg smbg story2 ngn pya smpi kol 2 kot. The next day when everybody’s going out for work I pon chiowww blk JB. Hahhh….cam klaka jek. Dtg all the way (5-hour trip) just to meet and hang out. But that’s so precious to me. Friends are precious. I really thank them for spending time together even though I know everybody was so tired keje the whole day kan. Dieorg mmg rock!

Now I am home. Preparing myself physically and mentally for work! Huiihhh I'm gonna be a working person after this. Good luck for myself! Huhu..Ha, I’ll talk about my job in the next-next post okay; the company I’ll be working for, what my position is and some more about it lah..See ya~~ *SENORITAsmiling*

Kita Hanya Mampu Sujud…

Sujud - Mawi feat. KRU

Bila dilanda musibah
Hati tabah mula rebah
Jangan biarkan dugaan
Rapuhkan pedoman hidup

Andai waktu itu tiba
Semaikan sifat bersabar
Hanya Dia saja menentu
Dan kita hanya mampu sujud

Jika direnung kembali
Dari kehidupan
Pelbagai halangan kutempuh penuh cabaran
Tiada satupun ku hadapi dengan senang dan
Tiada satupun ku hadapi dengan tenang

Tapi ku bersyukur
Di saat ku murung
Ku musikkan dalam kedua telapak tangan
Semangat yang dah luntur
Harapan yang dah terkubur
Diberi arah tukku teruskan

Bila dilanda musibah
Hati tabah mula rebah
Jangan biarkan dugaan
Rapuhkan pedoman hidup

Andai waktu itu tiba
Semaikan sifat bersabar
Hanya Dia saja menentu
Dan kita hanya mampu sujud……

Hanya mampu sujud…..

Pernah kulihat mereka
Yang hilang segalanya
Insan yang tersayang
Atau harta benda
Pancaroba bencana juga malapetaka
Adalah sebahagian ujian dunia

Di sebalik kesusahan
Tidak letih mengerti erti kesenangan
Harusku akur dengan apa yang telah dikurnia
Barangkali esok semua berubah

Janganlah kita melupakanNya
Ketika langit cerah bersinar
Janganlah kita melupakanNya
Ketika langit mendung tak bercahaya

Bila dilanda musibah
Hati tabah mula rebah
Jangan biarkan dugaan
Rapuhkan pedoman hidup

Andai waktu itu tiba
Semaikan sifat bersabar
Hanya Dia saja menentu
Dan kita hanya mampu sujud……

Hanya mampu sujud….

Counting days...

2 weeks away from Final Exam.. 5 weeks away from graduation.. 6 weeks away to start working. Counting days counting days…

Feelings.....

Final Exam : Depressing

Final Exam Result : Scary

Graduation : Excited!

Working : Eager ;-)

May everything go smooth, God willing.. Ameen..

Senorita is now a Senior – SENIOR-RITA!

Final Year. Final Semester. Yeah.. there it is. Finally I reached the final semester of my studies. I just can’t believe that I’ve been in UIA for 3 years and 3 months already. And it will end in only 2 months time from now..*silent for a moment* Huh…what a feeling..indescribable. A mix of feelings…happy, scary, excited, worried, can’t wait, depressed…positive + negative feelings. Am I gonna be a working person after this? Am I ready to face the real world out there? Am I not in the real world right now? Huhu..arghh…okay, let me tell you what I am excited about graduating and what are the friggin’ things I am worrying so much.

I can’t wait to :
-Stop going to class. I am a lazy student, late-comer, not that smart, not a teacher’s pet, always cut classes, can’t really catch up lectures, so when are these all gonna stop?? Once I’ve graduated. So I wanna grad cepat!
-Not have exams anymore! I am a person who hatesssss exams so much for God sakes!!!! I am totally not an exam-oriented person so having exams is terribly distressing me man.. Sometimes I’ve read all the notes, done exercises, understood the topics, but when it comes to answering in exam..damn, everything went to hell. I enjoyed the learning part but I don’t have a good memory, so memorizing is definitely a big problem to me, but that’s what we gotta do for exams. So end it up,plz.

I am so worried :
-That I won’t get a job or job that I want. Huuhh…this is absolutely my major anxiety. We are in a situation of economy downturn and I am graduating in the middle of it. Thousands of graduates to compete with and I am only carrying a suam2 kuku pointer..I wish I wish I wish I’ll get a job quick..Please pray for me my blog’s readers.
-Of being a working person. Quoted from Meredith Grey in Grey’s Anatomy : “Responsibility sucks. Responsibility does suck.” Don’t I have any responsibilities right now? Yes, I do and everybody always does. But responsibility as a working person must be completely greater than as a student, u know that. Honestly, I am worried of myself financially. Will I be able to manage my financial well? Yelah, selame ni harapkan mak bapak jek lepas nie rasekan! Hm, that sucks (agreeing Meredith).

Above all..there’s another foremost thing that plays around my mind “Am I really gonna be graduating this semester??” Hahha..busy worrying about things after graduation which are not even confirmed yet! I’ll graduate only if I pass all my papers this semester. I am only taking 3 subjects..sounds light..but still, I have to struggle for it (I’m not smart, remember).

Public Sector Accounting (PSA) – Accounting for the Government or Public Sector Organization. Reading subject, boring seyh…Tapi Sir Muslim best. Best2 pon aku slalu ponteng gak! Huk2..

Futures, Options & Risk Management (FORM) – Finance subject, investment. Elective. Elective means I myself chose to take it. The subject is interesting but susah kotttt…Dah tu asal amek?? Coz I’ve taken another finance subject last semester (Investment Analysis) and I’m not interested in Islamic Accounting so finance is my choice! Ah, another one thing, I heard this paper will qualify me the exemption for an ACCA paper which the previous batches don’t manage to get because they didn’t take this paper. Really? Hope so hope so..Whatever it is, get it passed first, Nur Saleha!

English for Occupational Purposes (EOP) – Last semester I took EAP (Academic). I enjoyed it more than this one. The topics are fun but assignment dier bosan dowhhhh… And furthermore the class is a 2-hour class, 3 times a week! Arghhhh....What-eva.

Wah…what a long story long chatter! Takpela, skali skale update blog. Okays guys, that’s all about me babbling about my final year (final year hope so). My mom has been expecting me to graduate this semester so I’m not gonna upset her. So friends, please pray for me so that I’ll be a daughter that makes my Mama happy. God bless you bless your prayer. Till then..*SENORITAsmiling*

I am not a loyal diary authoress. So I definitely shouldn’t have a blog!

Seriouslyyyy…..? Seriously….My last post was on Dec 2007 and now is February 2009 oredi!! Unbelievable...Time passes by so like the wind. I started writing this blog when I was in my 1^st year of college and guess what? Now I’m oredi in my final year! Huuuiihhh… So wanna know why I haven’t been updating this blog for quite some time? There’s certainly only one answer for it which is…. MALASSSSSSSS..Hahha.. yeahh that’s soooo so myself. Yelah, having a blog is like having a diary. In my life, I’ve never had a diary u know. Ouh yes, I ever had several when I was in school. Semangat beli diary when the New Year’s approaching. Fancy2 lagi. But at the end of the year, bile belek balik only the 1^st 10 pages jek kot yg ade tulisan. The rest of the year..bersihhhh!! Hohoho.. So the same goes when I have a blog. I don’t write what I feel, I don’t record my days..I’m more to a talking personality. I talk about what I think, I yell when I’m angry, I cry when I’m sad, I laugh endlessly over jokes..Over-expressive btol..huhu..After all it’s all verbal. I spit it out and that’s it and I don’t write it. I wanted to write it but I always delay. That is again, myself. End up, this blog hasn’t been updated for more than a year. Ahh…That’s not a problem. I even don’t think people do read my writings so nobody might notice I didn’t even update it. Fine. I still wanna own a blog. Well, My Blog is All About Me. So let’s talk about me, I have something to talk about me in my final year of Bachelor Degree. Em, next post lah! *SUPERNOVAsmiling*