Senorita is now a Senior – SENIOR-RITA!

Final Year. Final Semester. Yeah.. there it is. Finally I reached the final semester of my studies. I just can’t believe that I’ve been in UIA for 3 years and 3 months already. And it will end in only 2 months time from now..*silent for a moment* Huh…what a feeling..indescribable. A mix of feelings…happy, scary, excited, worried, can’t wait, depressed…positive + negative feelings. Am I gonna be a working person after this? Am I ready to face the real world out there? Am I not in the real world right now? Huhu..arghh…okay, let me tell you what I am excited about graduating and what are the friggin’ things I am worrying so much.

I can’t wait to :
-Stop going to class. I am a lazy student, late-comer, not that smart, not a teacher’s pet, always cut classes, can’t really catch up lectures, so when are these all gonna stop?? Once I’ve graduated. So I wanna grad cepat!
-Not have exams anymore! I am a person who hatesssss exams so much for God sakes!!!! I am totally not an exam-oriented person so having exams is terribly distressing me man.. Sometimes I’ve read all the notes, done exercises, understood the topics, but when it comes to answering in exam..damn, everything went to hell. I enjoyed the learning part but I don’t have a good memory, so memorizing is definitely a big problem to me, but that’s what we gotta do for exams. So end it up,plz.

I am so worried :
-That I won’t get a job or job that I want. Huuhh…this is absolutely my major anxiety. We are in a situation of economy downturn and I am graduating in the middle of it. Thousands of graduates to compete with and I am only carrying a suam2 kuku pointer..I wish I wish I wish I’ll get a job quick..Please pray for me my blog’s readers.
-Of being a working person. Quoted from Meredith Grey in Grey’s Anatomy : “Responsibility sucks. Responsibility does suck.” Don’t I have any responsibilities right now? Yes, I do and everybody always does. But responsibility as a working person must be completely greater than as a student, u know that. Honestly, I am worried of myself financially. Will I be able to manage my financial well? Yelah, selame ni harapkan mak bapak jek lepas nie rasekan! Hm, that sucks (agreeing Meredith).

Above all..there’s another foremost thing that plays around my mind “Am I really gonna be graduating this semester??” Hahha..busy worrying about things after graduation which are not even confirmed yet! I’ll graduate only if I pass all my papers this semester. I am only taking 3 subjects..sounds light..but still, I have to struggle for it (I’m not smart, remember).

Public Sector Accounting (PSA) – Accounting for the Government or Public Sector Organization. Reading subject, boring seyh…Tapi Sir Muslim best. Best2 pon aku slalu ponteng gak! Huk2..

Futures, Options & Risk Management (FORM) – Finance subject, investment. Elective. Elective means I myself chose to take it. The subject is interesting but susah kotttt…Dah tu asal amek?? Coz I’ve taken another finance subject last semester (Investment Analysis) and I’m not interested in Islamic Accounting so finance is my choice! Ah, another one thing, I heard this paper will qualify me the exemption for an ACCA paper which the previous batches don’t manage to get because they didn’t take this paper. Really? Hope so hope so..Whatever it is, get it passed first, Nur Saleha!

English for Occupational Purposes (EOP) – Last semester I took EAP (Academic). I enjoyed it more than this one. The topics are fun but assignment dier bosan dowhhhh… And furthermore the class is a 2-hour class, 3 times a week! Arghhhh....What-eva.

Wah…what a long story long chatter! Takpela, skali skale update blog. Okays guys, that’s all about me babbling about my final year (final year hope so). My mom has been expecting me to graduate this semester so I’m not gonna upset her. So friends, please pray for me so that I’ll be a daughter that makes my Mama happy. God bless you bless your prayer. Till then..*SENORITAsmiling*

I am not a loyal diary authoress. So I definitely shouldn’t have a blog!

Seriouslyyyy…..? Seriously….My last post was on Dec 2007 and now is February 2009 oredi!! Unbelievable...Time passes by so like the wind. I started writing this blog when I was in my 1^st year of college and guess what? Now I’m oredi in my final year! Huuuiihhh… So wanna know why I haven’t been updating this blog for quite some time? There’s certainly only one answer for it which is…. MALASSSSSSSS..Hahha.. yeahh that’s soooo so myself. Yelah, having a blog is like having a diary. In my life, I’ve never had a diary u know. Ouh yes, I ever had several when I was in school. Semangat beli diary when the New Year’s approaching. Fancy2 lagi. But at the end of the year, bile belek balik only the 1^st 10 pages jek kot yg ade tulisan. The rest of the year..bersihhhh!! Hohoho.. So the same goes when I have a blog. I don’t write what I feel, I don’t record my days..I’m more to a talking personality. I talk about what I think, I yell when I’m angry, I cry when I’m sad, I laugh endlessly over jokes..Over-expressive btol..huhu..After all it’s all verbal. I spit it out and that’s it and I don’t write it. I wanted to write it but I always delay. That is again, myself. End up, this blog hasn’t been updated for more than a year. Ahh…That’s not a problem. I even don’t think people do read my writings so nobody might notice I didn’t even update it. Fine. I still wanna own a blog. Well, My Blog is All About Me. So let’s talk about me, I have something to talk about me in my final year of Bachelor Degree. Em, next post lah! *SUPERNOVAsmiling*