Ramadhan Al-Mubarak 1431H

I actually wanted to make a post in the early Ramadhan talking about the fasting month but, x sempat anyway..So since it’s passed already, let me comment a bit lah about my Ramadhan..

Alhamdulillah..think fasting month this year was quite fulfilling.. Dpt terawih almost every night (almost)..koz adela jgk missed several nights koz berbuke kt luar n x sempat ke masjid. Rase rugi jgk..tp xpelah jgk..huhu. So regularly I went to Masjid Tmn Daya less than 2 minutes driving distance. Masjid tu wat terawih ringkas je so skjp jek da abis. Pegi usually ngn mama n adik2ku. Alhamdulillah…hopefully next year dpt lg. Qur’an plak, bace la jgk..tp x sempat khatam.. Bgs btol sape yg dpt abis 30 juzu’ dlm sebulan Ramadhan, besar pahale. Xpe, cube lg :)

Buke pose..mostttt of the days I just breakfast at home with family. Mama masak or sometimes beli kt bazaar. But I myself, pegi bazaar pon skali jek. But Alhamdulillah, my mission not to ever breakfast in the car tercapai! Koz da berazam exclusively during the fasting month, will not stay back kat office! Yeah..berjaye..but adela gak sekali buke dlm keta but time tu x pose pon..hehe..so xpe.

Selain family, I also took the opportunity to breakfast with mereka2 yg tersayang.. kwn2 skola n univ n also kekasihku..;) Dgn ex-schoolmates, we had a buffet breakfast at Malay Village, Jln Kolam Air JB. Punyelah ramai org okeh! Makan sedappp sgt n siap plan lg for Jamuan Raye on the 15th Sept (esok!). Yeah really can’t wait…!










Spent a weekend in KL for UIA buddies and also Boyfie Sayang! Buke pose with Eddy kt Ampang and then shopping raye with the girls at Jln TAR dan sebagainyer..It’s our yearly tradition ok! Shopping raye, buke pose n bunge api. So when everybody dah keje pon, we still stick to the plan! This year’s was more special coz we also went for terawih at TTDI plus sahur together at Dina’s crib, Sentul. Really had fun to the max ok! Oh, I wonder this tradition will continue forever and ever? Till one by one get married then it’ll stop..no!













Okaylah, that’s all about my fasting month this year. Alhamdulillah, everything was smooth, health was good and except for the menstrual reason, pose penuh! Now it’s Syawal already, let’s take the opportunity to Puase 6 and yes ladies, ganti pose! Hehe.. ;)

Last but not least, Taqabbalallahu Minna Wa Minkum……semoge Allah menerime amalan ku dan amalan kalian.. …Ameen..

My 24th Birthday

Happy Birthday to me!! Hehehe…. So this post I dedicate to myself, bersempena dgn hari jadi ku yg ke 24. TEPAT pd pkl 3:30 ptg make official lah Nur Saleha berusia 24 thn. Ouhhh...thanks ppl for all the wishes! Alhamdulillah… wlupon terase mcm agak tua nombor itu tp dikire rezeki kan dpt smpi umur tu..so diriku sgt bersyukur ke hadrat Ilahi kerane diberikan peluang utk merasai nikmat dunia hingga ke saat ini. Subhanallah.

Okay, ini pesan Abah. Setiap kali smpi je hari jadi kite, org pertame yg kite perlu wish ialah MAMA kite. Coz wlupon pade hari itu kite yg dilahirkan, tp yg berjuang utk mengeluarkan kite ke dunia ini ialah MAMA kite. MAMA kite yg menanggung segale kesusahan mengandungkan kite selame 9 bulan dan tibe masenye, MAMA kite lah yg mengharungi segala kesakitan sehingge lah kite selamat lahir ke dunie pade hari jadi kite. Maka, yang utama pada tarikh hari jadi kite ialah hari kejayaan MAMA kite. Yang kedua, baru lah hari jadi kite. Klu potong bday cake pon, kte kne suap MAMA kite dlu. Jadi disini, Nor ingin mengucapkan Terima Kasih yang tak terhingga kepada MAMA Nor yang telah melahirkan Nor pade 27 April 1986. Doa Nor setiap mase semoga Mama sentiase berade dibawah perlindungan Allah s.w.t wlu di maaaaaaaaaaaaaaane pon Mama berade. Ameen.. :)

Latest pic kite ngn Mama kite, April 2010 :

Haaa…mari bercerite kesah2 kelahiranku. Klu bcakap jek bab2 melahirkan anak2 mase kecik, mama slalu cite : “Antare ramai2 nie, Nor lah yg paaaling senang sekali mama nk branak. Kejap jek sakit tup2 dah kluar” Hehhehe…oh welllll…..sbb tu lah nor anak mama yg paling baik dan comel! Keh keh keh

Nor sbnr nyer dijangke kluar pade 17 April. Tp syok agak nyer dok dlm perut, dah lebih seminggu dr due date pon mama still x rase lg mcm nk beranak so mama pegi keje mcm biase. Colleagues mama pon pelik “eh x branak lg? eh x branak lg?” end up, lambat 10 hari! 27 April lah hari yg bertuah itu :) Jadi, lahir lah diriku di Hospital Universiti Sains Malaysia, Kubang Kerian Kelantan. Ho, oghe klate nih. :D

Nur Saleha binti Malek Reedzwan name diberi. Alaaa…betape x glamor nyer name ku. Mama kate, abah yg letak. Abah nie xde taste btol lah. I always complain..nape la x letak name best2 sket.. ala mcm certain org name dier not with dat typical nur or nurul or siti..boring kan..letak la name pnjg2 sket like a combination of 3 words gitu. Br best n glamorous. Cnthnye Natasya Hudson ker, Catriona ke, Intan Ladyana..hehheheh. Or I also like names that rhyme. Klu laki cnthnyer Eddy Erman. Hihihi…cnth ok. :p

Well, to commercialize my name, msk skola asrama jek srh la org pggl SAL kan..then gi tambah lak Z kat blkg jd SALZ. Commercial la sgt. Mcm2.. But then mase matric, ade la 2 ekor mamat nie kt klas tu start pggl ku dgn name LEHA. Sbb kan dieorg lah, guys in college majority call me Leha…Nazim ngn Boss pnye psl la nieee….aku ingt tau! Cetttzzz…Lg mnyampah smtimes tu kt office klu ade org call : “bole sy ckp dgn cik ZALEHA?” Zaleha la pulak jdnyerrr…haishhh..Pggl la btol2! Ah shut up. My name is Saleha and I’ve been living with it for 24 years. And I'm not a terrorist :D. Tho I don’t really like it, it is mine. Andai kate lah suatu hari nnt diriku akan mencipta sejarah dunie ker, name Nur Saleha jgk yg akan diletakkan dlm World Book of Records kan. Xkan nk letak name org lain plak kan? So after all, be thankful lah kan. X baik kan x bersyukur. At least kte ade name. Ade org tu lg la..xde name. eh, ade ke org xde name? MANE ADE! HAHAH…sume org ade name..org kaye ade name. org plg miskin dlm dunie pon ade name. Haa...so klu kte xde duit pon, at least kte ade name. Oi amende aku merepek nie? Ok back, Saleha written in arabic, it has a good meaning. And yet, tajuk lagu pertame Mawi tuu..Aduh Saleha. Eventually, glamor la jgk. Haha.. dah la. Name pon nk cite pnjg2. Bkn bleh tuka pon. Xpela kan..name is my name. Thanks Abah kerane memberi Nor name yanggggggggggg…….sedaplah! Hehehe…Haa tgklah my kids nnt, nk ltk name sorg empat perkataan! HAHA :p

Ok now, jom share pics mase kecik. X byk lah collection. Mane pegi dah sume gmbr2..tp adela several nie :

Oh see, I was a cute girl lah. Gemok! Hikhik..yelah mase baby sume bdk cute kan. Bile da meningkat kanak2, I became so comotz!

Haa…this below pic is among my most precious property. A pic with Abah and a pic with Mama combined in a cute looney tunes frame. Season dah gmbr tu. Time tu umur br bulan2 kot. Dah dpt pegi berkelah kt pantai tau! ;)

Now, da bsr pon and dah berjaya menggenggam segulung ijazah...


Alhamdulillah…At this point of time, I’m so thankful to God for all his blessings. Being 24, so many things I’ve gone thru in my life yet there are more things in the future to look forward to, with the will of Allah. Thank God, Thank You Mama & Abah and Happy Birthday to me. Wassalam.

April yeay April!

Heyyyyyyyyy………It’s April of the year beybeh!!! Wow…I seem so excited~ okay, this post, we’ll talk about APRIL.

First and foremost…Birthdays in April… Everyone’s most special day in a year is the birthday right..so, let’s make a birthdays tribute because I have sooo many ppl in my life with birthdays in April..

Siblings : There are four cuties in my family borne in April what a wow! Hehe..First, myself 27th April, younger bro Jan 26th April, youngerer bro Adik 21st April, and youngest bro Johan 16th April. Wowwy =D …Ops, another wow! Me, Jan and Adik are 3 years in a row okay! HAHAHA…Planning oh planning =p.. So Johan will turn 13 this year, Adiks turning 22, Jans turning 23 and ME! Turning TWENTY-FOURRRR my goodness!! Huh I am damn adult, man! Chup, gi tgk cermin jap…Haha klaka jek.. 24 oh 24…Alhamdulillahhh…panjang umurku! InsyaAllah laa kan..i’m writing this on the 1st April. 1st to 27th nnt…insyaAllah smpi..ameen.. So, happy birthday dear siblings….be good kids to Mama & Abah okay? Pray for them all the times.. =) Readers, this was the pic taken at Johan's 10th birthday party at home, back in the year 2007 =)

Schoolmates : Wawa 14th April, Taqqy 9th April..Emm tu je kot?? Huhu..Happy Ol’days!!

Rockchickas : Owh..of those 13, 5 of us are Aprilian laa..tolak myself, Kahud 3rd April, Dina 5th April, Maya 16th April (same ngn johan), and Nini 26th April (a day before mine). Haaa….tua2 dah korang sume..bak kate org da bley kawin =p..so couples, go plan for the ‘day’ k..and singles, go catch boyfriends! ;D

Speaking of rockchicks’ birthdays, one of our traditions in college b4, we will make a surprised party for the birthday gals..not dat big2 celebration laa..juz a simple get-together, buy a cake and hit the turning-older buddies. But the funniest part was when the surprise x menjadi! Hahha..We would endup laughing and blaming the person yg terkantoi kan tu hahaha..Amongst us, we call Shekin as the queen-of-surprises bcoz she rocks with ideas! Jom wat camtu la wat camnie laa..And Lia, the most anti-klimaks one koz klu die plan, mst spoil! Haha…(sorry makcik! Mmg xkan lupe! =D)..but the boring thing was, for those with birthdays in April, sggh la malang..bkoz early till mid of Aprils, were the final exam period. so sume mcm zombie study..xleh kacau! while mid until end of Aprils, were the short-semester period where not-so-many-bodies around. Nk clbrate pon xrmi so x rock! Including me lah yg malang tu…hukhukhuk..

Haa let me share with ya dis pics, it was pya’s birthday cake..da boring with typical round or square half-kgs tu, we bought mouse cup cakes byk2 n buat die mcm mengerumun the only cake tu…sorg mkn satu..hehe cute kan? Shekin pnye keje la nie! ;) Look at the 2nd pic, when preparing it, atas iron bod pon jd lah! =p

Cinta… Hey…I share the same birthday month with my boyfriend okay! Bestnyerr..Exactly 2 weeks after his…me 27th, so him 13th April turning 26 this year..Happy Birthday Love, I always pray for you, for your future, and for our future! :) ..Dating for this month : 17th April, Malacca =) Cant’ wait!

Cinta….Every 13th of every month is just sweeter than the other 13th’s..because 13th was the declaration date of me and him..so April’s 13th must be much sweeter because of his birthday and our relationship turns half a year! Wah..mcm lame jek…actly, six months! =D Still remember it was at KLIA, him sending me off to JB after my convo fever…what a beautiful moment! ;p Owh yea…we also exchanged fon numbers in April last year..so it’s about a year already since we started getting in-touch. Haha..emm now…I can feel the love is getting stronger..loving more and more…thanks for the blessings :) …

April is the shopping month! Haha..not really..just that, I got the birthday voucher from Padini, 30% less for normal items..yeay..so april, shopping at padini+pdi+seed+vincci dan yg swaktu dgn nyer ;) I MUST grab a new handbag, a pair of pumps maybe, and some clothes kot..budget pls!

April what else april? Haaaa….br ingt..April last year, I graduated! Yeah..bcoz the final xm + result were in April so yeahh…it’s been a year, man..what am I now? Huhu..working…wekkk…being a working person is just a lame thing in me. That’s why I never talked about my career in this blog, notice? Huhu..let it be..smoge rezki ttp ade. Ameen..

April yeay April means good things about April ..but there’s one uneasy thing about this April. Johor was supposed to have a Public Holiday on the 8th of April due to the birthday of Sultan Johor..however, according to his passing away last Jan (if you heard we’re mourning in white for a week), the PH is now shifted to the current Sultan’s birthday so the new PH replacing the 8th will be in Nov this year onwards. Huhuu…lamenyer nk tgguuu..So there’s no PH in April! =( But it’s ok, the new PH is about near to Raye Haji this year. So it’s an advantage after all ;)

Hmmmm……I have another story to share about April, last year. It was April 14th, afternoon..i received an sms from a friend of mine..telling me her dad suddenly passed out at home and she was in hospital after running him to ward. Sms-ing me asking to pray so that her dad would be ok and nothing bad was to happen..i was weird..as far as I knew her dad didn’t suffer any severe illness..suddenly passed out? Hmm…maybe a normal faint and he would wake up and recover. But still, in my heart, the way she sms-ed was quite worrying..she seemed so worried..i could feel the situation was dull and sober.. then I hit myself, ‘don’t think too much. everything is ok’ ….
Less than an hour afterwards…..I received another sms..from her..and I was….. “WHUD?” Innalillahiwainnailaihiraaji’un………………….. it’s a sudden death. it's just like that. even the moment he fell down at home, nobody expected he would go in a few hours later..go forever…and he died due to the heart failure..if im not mistaken. And it became the most dreadful memory in her life..my friend.

I didn’t really know her dad..we never met before but maybe she did talk about me to him so there was one time, she was injured, leg bandaged and had to go to class with walking sticks, had to go on checkups at HKL..so i somehow played my role as a friend and that wasn’t a big deal, of course..(not dat saying im good ok bcoz its normal). But u know what, her dad called me thanking me for doing all those things to his daughter, apologizing for making it all a trouble to me. Hahah..i was like..dunno what to say..surprised..so juz ‘nevermind nevermind small matter pakcik hehe’….

Hmmmm….his appreciation was big to me. that was just enough to keep him in my mind, in my prayer.. It’s been a year now..may he rest in peace…ameen…and may his loved ones, keep being strong without him…


Still about April..Oh yea important..April 15th ..due date to register for my ACCA’s next papers..exams two months ahead and I’m planning to sit for two papers. But hey, I haven’t studied anything man…camne niee..still juggling whether am gonna take 1 or 2 papers at one go. Some ppl say, just take one paper so u can concentrate. Some ppl say, do take more than one because if you take one and fail that only one, your whole term wud be a total waste. So? What if you take two and flunk both?? A double total waste la?? Haha.. emm..tgk laa..still not decided. Last paper pon pass ckp2 mkn jek..rezki kot.. this time, dunno..always hoping for the best..

Lalalaaa….Happy April! So those are all about my April.. What about your April? Anything special in your April? Sdp plak sbt byk2 kali April..hehe Oklah, sekian April..Yours truly, Salzy April =p

Driving Unpleasure

Its Saturday so I was planning for a movie!
The Lovely Bones, 2:20pm, Cineplex City Square, JB.
Side-kick : Ojul.
Distance Home-CS : Approximately, 20 minutes.
Tickets booked, so relax laa..Suddenly, the side-kick called to pick up at home..no problemo..larkin jek.
2:00pm, still at home. Nk grk la niee..
Mama babbling : Lmbtnyerr..mane smpt nk amek kawan sume..potpetpotpetpotpetpotpet
Me : Ala relax laa nk pecut la nie..bye2 mama! (eksennn…)

5 minutes later…
Mamaaaa….tayar pecah!! Tlanggar divider kt traffic light tuu…….huuuu
Ha ha haaaaaa……so that was my Saturday! Cancelled the movie, waited for the foreman, changed tyre, went back home and continued facebooking. Plus = mama nagging kuase 2. Haihhhh… =p

Let me tell ya, I obtained my driving license in early 2004. So now, its been 6 years holding it with no Ps no more. But my true driving experience, I can say...4 years of Proton Wira Sedan. The first 2 years, the license was just an ornament in my purse. Coz I was in matric, I got no car and I gained NO TRUST from my parents to let me drive by my own. Never can I say.

But, in the first year of college, my dad granted me a car..from there I started driving regularly. By time, driving becomes a normal doing to me..BUT, of course I need to highlight that I can only drive auto-car. Manual, kem slm.. =D

However…..been 4 years daily driving, I admit that my driving skill is still not good. My family members, jgn ckp la..been complaining the way I drv is dangerous. laju and dangerous, x laju but dangerous. Dunno la..sometimes I feel the way I drv ok jekk..sometimes, I myself feel that its so bad. but, for what has happened as I told ya above, you can tell me how my driving skill actually is. *sigh*

So it’s the latest car accident ive been. Small car accident, coz it just involved the tyre. But that was not the first time. In 2007, I also had a car accident. Nie hasil nyer :


It was early morning, alone, a sharp corner with high speed. Realizing its too fast so I suddenly brakedddddddd………then the car lost control! Steering turning left n right by its own and I started to get panicked. When it almost hit the left divider I turned the steering to the right. I turned it just a little but it went off hitting the right divider and that’s it!
Serious mcm bwk daytona. It affected only the body and side lamp so I still could drv it home (college). Huhuuu…. Called up my parents, crying and bla bla blaa..end up, three weeks without a ride! Huhuuu..sedey btol! Worst, it happened a day after my 21st birthday ok! What a gift! =(

Another one, was driving home from work. Traffic jammm….and I wanted to shift lane and suddenly (always suddenly) theres a pakcik riding beside of my car and I hitted him! Almosttttttt to fall down but he managed to control la..then I stopped the car, apologizing.. "sorry sorry pakcik xsngaje x nmpk pakcik kt sbkh td blab la bla bla”..bsungguh tau. Then die x jd nk mrh…die geleng kpale then “hmm xpelah”..
I went home feeling so bad. just imagine if he fell off the ground yet got another car hitting him from the back..Nauzubillah! too bad until I imagined him in the ICU and I got sued by his family members ker…uwaaa… hukhukhuk. After all, that’s not what happened so Thank God.
Those are among the driving-incidents that have ever happened to me. Got some more actually but not so significant maybe..hmm..See, my driving quality is so bad. I admit. Worse when I’m driving alone. If there’s passenger, kene control la sket kan. Hmmmm…..if this is the case! Think I need to have a driver laaa…hehehe..well, tggula one day, I’ll get one for my 5 series. ;p

In spite of every car accident I have met with, I still thank God as those were all not fatal and not even affected my physical condition. I should + must be more careful next time. Always being careful actually, but if mende da nk jd..nk wat camne? (common answer to my parents..huhu)

So ppl, I believe at these ages, most of you are also drivers right. Or if not, having plans to have driving license. The roads are the place where the most sudden calamities happened and most of them are horrible. The foremost way to keep ourselves in a safe journey, is the prayer definitely. Memorize, practice! Here is it :

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim......


Ok readers, conclusion, Berhati-hati di jalan raya..Ingatlah orang yang tersayang.. =) ---> a simple reminding phrase but really touched the heart and somehow, effective. Because its not only about you. But your loved ones. Good ads, thumbs up. Bye2.

Long Distance Relationship Kills

The label for this post is love..again. Haha..pls don’t mind. I’m currently missing my darl so badly. Long Distance Relationship really kills! =( I hate this part…Where only the handphones that could get us connected.. Ah, doesn’t work! Still missing…

U know, I’m a Johorean..and meant to be in love with someone from Perak, staying in Gombak for studies. Basically, JB-KL will take like 4-5 hours driving trip. Obviously, we can’t really meet up so frequently..Like other couples dating after the working hours..having dinners together few times a week. Movies during the weekends and etc..

Some ppl say, you don’t get to do it all b4 getting married. It will make you feel boring seeing your partner always. Yeah maybe..so being in a long distance relationship is somehow good. But this is not what I want! Bcoz I'm typical..And I just wanna do all the norms..

Last time, I was single up until my graduation. Coming back to JB, for good, what I expected was..I’d be meeting someone from Johor. Or JB in particular. And that’s what I’d prefer in the first place bcoz I anti long distance relationship! Then what happened? Oh it’s the destiny! Well I accepted it. I have thought about this already b4 we decided to be more serious. I’m willing to face it.

But at this point of time, it kills me! He always says, ‘I miss you..so badly..but knowing that ur also missing me too, then missing u becomes a pleasure to me..’ (translated ahaks) emm..yeahh… that will make me feel better..Hopefully you’re also missing me like I am, darling! Madlyyyy =p

Actually, I was exaggerating. This kind of long distance relationship doesn’t really kill as it sounds. At least, we don’t really fight a lot. We keep in touch every day. I put my trust on him and I take care of myself here. At least, our distance is only 200 miles away. We still can reach each other every month. So long distance relationship isn’t that bad.

Hahah.. I’m obviously trying to make myself comfortable by adjusting my own thoughts. =p That’s all I can do..okay ppl, stop reading me being lame.. I’ll see ya in the next more interesting posts. Have a good day! *senoritaSMILING*

The Poll

For those who visited the page for the last two weeks must have seen the poll I posted for you to vote. Just browsing the blogger gadgets so decided to choose dat one, asking readers about what they would wanna read bout in here. Bcoz blogging, I actly dunno what dis kunang-kunang’s essentials. Some ppl focus on their interest like in business, so they’ll talk about business, photography so they’ll post lotsa pics selling their creativity. Some ppl are religious so they take blogging as an opportunity to convey religious thoughts like tazkirah like that..dpt pahale kan sharing :)..and there’s one blog I casually visited, this gal blogged on her wedding preparation! She named it as her wedding journal, started writing it from da day she got engaged till the day she tied the knot. All about her wedding plan. Best jgk kan? Idea nih! Ahaks =p .

While mine, look at the caption, well, it’s just all about me..hahah..no idea..wanna talk about my interest, my interests not interesting. Wanna talk about world issues, not that knowledgable la pulek..Ah actly rmi jek yg blogging for nothing kan..same goes to me lah. X dpt duit pon blogging but it’s the satisfaction maybe..everybody owns a blog, I also wanna own a blog laa~~ hehe..

So then I posted the poll for two weeks n now its closed already..thats the result and it came out from a total of SIX votes jela??? C’mon la My KUNANG-KUNANG got only 6 readers jek..heishh…gulung tikar lah camnie..hehe…fine, I still take everythg into account so mostly wanna read about LOVE~ ahaks! Okay, so I’ll publish more posts on Love after this. Smpi la korg tmuntah nk bace..hikhikhik..

Emm…if it’s about love, the definition can be so broad rite. Of course when ur writing u’ll talk about what you love to talk about, it is love, still. But looking at my posts on love in the archives, they automatically focus on that one particular loveee…hikhik..ah sng ckp, my boyfriend lah! Hak2… yeah, the love life between the two hearts that are truly madly deeply into each other~~dancing in its own world like there’s nobody is breathing but them~. HAHA wargh jiwangs! Over tau! Enough2..dnt band this blog yet! The subject was about the poll ok! So yeah, (back to normal tone) if it’s about love, I’ll share what I generally think of a love relationship..generally ok.. ;p

Oh yea, the first runner up goes to the labels on : spiritual? Salz talking about spiritual…sapela yg vote nih..saje jek kan hehe..nway, can la can la..why not rite? There are times in our life, even tho we are a happy-go-lucky person, there must be some check-points that will force us to be somehow more serious, to just sit and think. So that is the time when our discussion will be kinda spiritual..huhu agree? Or im just talking nonsense.. hahah whateva.

Oraite done..i’ll remove the poll and will post another new one. I think I wanna ask you onnnn….later I’ll think about it lah..cmonla rock readers! Vote laaa beb..jgn malu2 =p

Okey till then beybeh..im posting this at 11 now..guess its time to sleep already..tomorrows working! =(

Nitey rockies.. *SalzySmiling*

Sharing About The Past?

First love, second love, third love..

There’s a quote : First love, is the everlasting one. Eventhough it doesn’t literally ever last, but it does stay in your mind forever. Doesn’t it? (I’m asking doesn’t mean I’m agreeing..~)

Everything starts with the firsts. But the firsts do not always last..that’s why we’ll have the second and the third. Definitely beybeh! Haha..

Emm…okay, let’s put it this way.. what I’m gonna talk in this post is…about sharing the past-failed-love relationship histories with your current other half, that might be.. your last one. So what’s your opinion ppl? Do you really think it’s fine for us to be open with our bf/gf talking about the loves that came before you met him/her? Is that necessary?

The fact that, when we are head-over-heels into that someone, we craveee to know anything and everything and every single thing about the special someone. His backgrounds, his families, his friends, his stuffs, his activities, his whateva! Including, his previous..love. Because we came filling the empty spaces in the heart which previously owned by..someone else. The heart which we were not destined to be the first one to conquer. Nah, admit it. The curiosity is apparent. Everyone craves to know about it. You crave to know about it. Me? C’mon…trust me, I DON’T.

“Salz, you’re denying.” “No, it’s not a denial”

So ok, let me share with you all my opinions. Honestly, before the current one, I’ve gone thru phases of loves..meeting a guy, being in love, quarrelling, loving, jealousy, missing, caring etc…Until the phase that there’s no solution anymore, breakups took its charge. Being single…frustrations, loneliness, freedom. Going with the flow, we wished to forget the dreadful memories but c’mon, it’s not that easy isn’t it? Then we tend to talk about it from time to time, once in a while. We do that with our buddies..meaning, girls buddies.. but then, what about until the part that we’ve met a new ‘someone’? Are we still gonna talk about it anymore, with him?

It’s like, “sharing-everything-yet-no-secrecy-between-us” promises? No, no…that’s not my style. We’ve heard this : Let bygone be bygone. So? Let it go! Like me and my darl, our relationship is still so new.. It’s been a long time since the first time we met (refer to the love story post =p) but we were not fated to be together back then. Him with his things, me with my own life. Only after a few years, the time came. And up until now, I can say it’s one of the most precious things that has ever happened in my life…Fine, I know it’s still early for me to say that..Don’t know what’s gonna happen in the future..But the thing is, I appreciate every single moment being with him..Yes, appreciate what you have now. Why should we turn back remembering the past, where your ‘now’ is creating its memories? Hold on to it..Pay attention to it..

InsyaAllah, we'll have a few years more on the way to the ‘big day’..Meanwhile, it’s the time for us to get to know each other..yet, knowing your partner is never-ending I must say..so why waste time talking about the dark past? Guess it's none of either party’s business and no good for the relationship if it's thrown out when the relationship is too immature for us to be able to put it in proper perspective and determine if we can handle the details or not…Easy that is, keep it silent then maybe we can forget about it someday? Too good to be true..hahah.. Still, hopefully so.

And the same goes to him.. Guess he went thru tough times before..Being broken-hearted..Dunno the details..So juz let it be. I also have my typical-lady-emotion to control..So be selfish this time. It’s for the sake of our relationship. It’s for our own good. We’re not each other’s first love..Of course, bcoz we met only at our mid-20s so most ppl have started to be in a love relationship earlier than these ages. Nevertheless, first love doesn’t always have to be the true love rite..It can only be an experience and failure is a better teacher so take the lessons from the history. We gotta do the best for our relationship despite the darkness of our past.

And my past? Well, I’m smiling now.. be adult guys, forgive and forget..if you couldn’t forget, just don’t care. For anything that happened, we might also be at fault. So move on. Remember, pay attention to your now. It’s creating memories so don’t miss every single dot coz it will be reminisced. To my exes, wishing you all the best with the love of your life now..Kawin xyah jemput. Haha…

Specially for my syg…
“After I found you..My life becomes all about making you happy..”

Gratitude

Yesterday was a great day because of this one good news :

Wahhh…lega rasenyer! ALHAMDULILLAH… It was about an examination which I seated in last Dec for an accounting professional qualification (ACCA). The result came out yesterday and it was positive for me! :D Unbelievable~ I thought I’d get it flunked but thank God. It’s soooo what we call it, rezeki. Coz I tried to recall myself answering the paper that day..tah mcm pape jek..n just see the result, the passing rate is 50% and I got it passed by just 2 marks..hehe..Thank God Thank God..nothing else I could say right now but happy and grateful. Yeah I’m not optimistic so having that 2 marks is a world to me! Bcoz life has been sucking lately(a part of life)…stressed and stressed so having to see a so-called miracle really cheers me up! At least there’s a thing dat could draw a smiley on my face.. :)

This post is all about gratitude & appreciation. Think I need to highlight these VIPs for being….wait, let me name them first :

| Eddy Erman Shahime | Nurul Nazlia Jamil | Nurul Ashikin Kamaruddin | Amree Syarmal Abdul Wahab |

These ppl, they’d been so supportive during the weeks approaching to the day of examination. Keep telling me ‘you can do it lah’..bagi kate2 semangat..chewah..but yeah, I can say they are among the reasons for the sensation. Coz I had a week leave for revision so what d’u expect? Stadi lah sgt ‘giler2’ kan..xdenyer! keep babbling ssh + byk lg x cover + tension + risau + xleh buat = xwat pape pon.. so dieorg nie laa yg dok mendgr bebelan2 itu dgr sabar (sbr ke? Tah2 korg sumpah2 aku..hik2)..I know I know, having such a pessimistic friend like me must be so annoying u guys rite? Ok2, claim a McD ice cream once we meet up later, ok?? Haha…

And the foreeeeemost VVIPs that I’d really thank to are.. my parents, unquestionably. I am always like this : I am a negative-thinker, I don’t believe in me most of the time, I always need ppl around me tell me that everything is ok. But one thing that I never doubt about is the mother’s prayer towards the child. I know everybody would say ‘of course lah’ but im telling this is the only thing that keeps me surviving. My mother’s prayer. When I think that I would fail or I would lose..i’ll make an imagination of mama’s prayer’s being answered. God listens. ‘Oh God, please let my parents live longer so that they can pray for me. So that I can survive on Your ground.’ But then again, life is like a wheel. Sometimes ups sometimes downs even you’ve given 200% so when at the bottom, redhalahh…

Others..others..names not mentioned here..but still important. I wished I wanna say thanks individually to every one who’s even just casually wished me ‘good luck’ that day. Even just posted on my FB wall. It’s a real good luck man! And those who congratulate me since yesterday. THANK YOU.

Wahhh Saleha Malek!! Bg ucapan penghargaan tu sket2 dah lahhhh! Br 1st paper jek pon lepas tp die pnye speech tu mcm da dpt chartered! Hikhik.. Alaaa….xpelaa…like I said, at least there’s a thing that could draw a smiley on my face rite.. So let’s celebrate la kan..? I’m honestly not bragging here. I'm just sharing my happiness. There's a lot more to be attempted so there's no point bragging. Ah should i explain this? It’s my blog my rule! (Aimi aku amek ayat ko =p). And yes, it’s just one paper only. For ACCA, there are 14 papers to be completed but I got 9 exemptions so there are 5 more to finish off and I’m just done for the 1st one.. (Anyone wanna buy the P1’s textbook? I give u half price! ;)) So InsyaAllah I’ll continue to sit for the next papers, this June. It’s still a long way to go so just keep going on.

Rock Readers, please wish me all the best of luck, ok! I wanna be successful. We wanna be successful. Let’s pray for each other then! You, good luck too. Ameennn…. *SENORITA smiling*

Speaking of English

I opened my inbox and found this email which I received in Dec ‘09. It’s a survey done by Jobstreet.com regarding English Language in the Workplace.

http://my.jobstreet.com/announcement/2009/d/survey.htm

Speaking of English, I was studying in an International University which the first medium of communication is definitely, English Language. Lectures, notice boards, verbal announcements, online registrations, presentations and events are all conducted in English. During these times, I progressively improved my level of proficiency of English Language. Not to say that I put so much effort on that, but the condition in the college itself forced me to sharpen myself with good understanding of English Language. Otherwise, it would be difficult for me and for us students to catch up with studies as everything demands feedback in English. Now that I’ve graduated, being the product of an English oriented university is, not too much to say, marketable. Credits to International Islamic University Malaysia (IIUM), Kuala Lumpur, and the lecturers, specially.

Still, it’s a Malaysian International University thus majority of the students, lecturers and officers are Malaysians or to be specific, Malays. As well, most of my companions were also Malays. As surrounded by mostly Malay friends, of course it was more comfortable for us to speak in our mother tongue language. Thus, this prolonged the progress of improving our English as practice makes perfect. Lesser practice, lower fluency.

Okey enough, guess I’ve been so skema for the above paras. Enough2.. I’ve stories to tell here and dat’s not gonna be delivered in a formal manner. It’s blogging okay! ;)

Still, speaking of English..when I entered my matrics, it’s the requirement for all the new entries to sit for a test called ‘English Placement Test (EPT)’. Placement means this test would determine the level of English that the students would be classed in. There were four levels plus one exemption level. On top of that, the placement also determined the duration for us to complete the matriculation programme, whether it’s gonna be 2 years, 1 n a half years or 1 year.

So guess what I got? Haha…okay just be frank.. I only got to be in Level 2 which allowed me to finish the programme in 1 n a half years. 3 levels to be completed, 1 level for each semester. And the class for English courses only is about four days a week! Wasn’t it irritating?? Sometimes we had classes at nights..so tiring! Still remember myself cursing like this : “I’m taking this course bcoz I wanna be an Accountant, not an English teacher!” poyosss….hahaha..funny.. we never see the silver lining the moment we’re undergoing it. Later when I was already in the main campus only I found that all the English courses provided back then were very useful. It made me familiar with English and being in a place where foreigners are everywhere was not strange no more.

Maybe for certain students would still feel that it’s not necessary to have such a bundle of English books n exercises, but for myself, I needed them. Bcoz I’m definitely non-native and my surroundings since I was small until the secondary were not English oriented. I never scored good grades for the subject in big exams. So having the courses with great lecturers was an opportunity to me and what more I appreciate is, English has become my interest as I found it joyful in learning. Reading and writing, English is preferable. Don't mean its perfect tho. It is not. Speaking? Emm…Yah I’d like too.. but the fluency is still not so convincing~ Lecturers always asked the studs to practice speaking among us but haha…obviously that’s not what happens.

U know ppl, in my bag, there’s a tool which is as important as my other cosmetic stuffs. U know what? This is it :

Dr. Fazley’s BESTA Electronic Dictionary












Haha..Kantoi kan..going everywhere with diction. =D It’s ok lah... This is what I can do for myself. But sometimes it's forgotten.heh..Bought it in my first year of college and the cost was RM498, if I’m not mistaken. It helped a lot, and still helping ;). Thank you, Abah. It’s a worth investment for your daughter. I love you.

Ah actually, I've a lot more to write when it comes to speaking of English. But seems the post is long enough so guess I wanna stop. Moreover, it’s like a serious topic so..boring~

Last but not least, I'd like to recommend a book which I think it’s so practical and effective for daily use. You can improve your spoken English from time to time.

English Fast & Easy by Marianna Pascal, RM29.90

The approach is simple, by presenting the most useful English phrases for work and everyday life. And it also highlights certain mistakes that ppl commonly make when speaking. By sticking to this book, it will not only help us speak English but speak better English. Still, practice makes perfect!

Remember, it’s never too late to learn or even start learning. Let’s improve ourselves! *SENORITAsmiling*